This is not a new thought. But gosh if it’s not dancing in front of me at the moment . Creating life and giving birth to my babies seems to have pulled the cork on all of the passion and fire and creativity of my own heart and soul and the need to connect and feeling a purpose and plugging in to the whole bloody universe - it’s mind blowing and divine and exhausting and frustrating and intensely glorious all at once.
I know I am in good company with other beautiful women who are in this exact same season.... small souls loving and needing them, and at the same time burning to create. It’s comforting to know that there are others out there who know that this is the time to let it simmer. To bide the time whilst enjoying each step of it with those who we choose to be with in this short short beautiful period. To settle it down to embers, to move slowly but surely towards it but quietly quietly..... not yet.... soon, but not just yet.... Learning patience and depth and desire and heart and oh there are not enough words to describe it. Learning. Slow slow simple slow burn, letting off controlled fireworks to relieve some pressure and revelling in the beauty of now too.
Making choices towards a life true to the feelings inside. It’s all coming together. A crescendo. The build and build and build. Every step is worth the savour
